Bucharest slowly surrendering snow...

A couple of inward looks.

Bucharest. 23rd of December. Noon. Cristmas tree. Candles. Soft music - Diana Krall. A cup of hot chocolate. Winter. Outside, SNOWING.

I am grateful for Christmas in the northern hemisphere! I admit to being culturally stuck when it comes to this. As only this atmosphere now guides me again into looking inwards.

And by looking inwards I see...
- the reflections of a month filled with adventures, moments of truth, moments of courage, moments of deep connections, moments of passion;
- the excitement of going back to my parents, playing with my dogs, gazing out the window;
- the anxiousness of meeting many of my "away" friends, my dear friends, beautiful moments of sharing and dreaming ahead of us!

Last night I was chatting with Gabitza. We admitted that we need some feelings sharing. To be face to face with people and really care about what, how do we feel.

I will officially take a break from being there for people that just feel like needing something from me, like getting something from me, like seeking answers through me. For a few days, I will be SELFISH.

As I need to recharge batteries. As I need to gain back the equilibrium. As I need to feel myself, more than like a living set of challenging questions and meaningful examples. I will dig deep, deeper, the deepest inside. I will unlock gates. I will be around the people that I LOVE only. I will silence all questions related to DOING and reignite all questions related to BEING!!! I will look myself in the eyes and go beyond the fear of letting all go, go beyond the fear of falling in love again, again and over again! I has been said. So shall it be!

My dear friends, who are you being or becoming this Christmas? As for me, Christmas is nothing but a beautiful context/circumstance/opportunity. Seize it! Make the most out of it! Live it! Fear not looking INWARDS!

Peace and Snowflakes, Lexy

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